hello world. I know its getting late now. I just wokeup to eat my medicine. temp was 38.7 degrees. Damn high i know.

Just now i dreamt of me going over nsq to relief afternoon shift. When i reach shop, auntie jenny was inside. Not long after, lewis came in shop and said. ''aye o.o... How come are you here?'' i smiled and i said i came to relief. And immediately i rushed to the toliet to change to my uniform. Once after i change, i walk back to shop and i saw YY. lewis then went to serve a bunch of guys customers.

then, i wokeup already. Sigh, what a dream.

Had a pretty long day. went quite a number of places today. After school there's a talk about the event this coming thursday in school. team buliding event. wasnt it too late to organise this kind of event whereby we are all graduating in 2 months time? 

here's my list of places that i travelled today.

School for morning lessons till 12noon

Amk Hub for buying alice's Boyf birthday gift.

 Causeway to take a took at the handphone keychain that we are gonna do for FYP collectables.

Ximin's house to wait for her as she's still busy editing.

Causeway point to have lunch at KFC

Peace Centre for making of A3 size poster for our FYP to be handed in tomorrow.

Bugis Junction for looking for collectables. i proceed to take mrt.

Novena Square to have dinner with family.

HOME !

im not feeling well now. feeling kinda feverish. shall sleep early today (if im able to fall asleep) .

Saw Jen while on the way to peace centre for printing of posters. She told me that lewis will be transfering to NSQ as a SCSA II soon! which i'm really very happy about it for him.

To him:

I'm really happy for you that you will be transfering to NSQ as a second incharge now. Really happy for you. I know you wanted to resign. But please don't. Dont waste your effort in Gior. You are doing well in work. Don't let things affected by it. Don't disappoint others who supported you like etc, Siti, YY, Jen, Airin, Rey, Jenny and of course, me. Work hard in Gior. Don't resign.

I cant take it when friends around me popped out a question asking " Why won't you give him another chance? is there really no hope? " Please, i get so emotional and upset when people tend to ask me this question on why wont i give him another chance. Thank you people for showing concern but please stop asking me the same question again. I'm very hurt too. This is between both of us, so i supposed people around don't really know what happen inside out. I had my own reasons. Please don't ask me the same question again. I'm sorry. I've been crying non stop when being asked. I'm already very weak and upset. i'm tired already.

And i seriously had no idea why he/she was so mad at me all out of a sudden. I asked him/her what happened and that person just refused to answer me. I knew something is wrong, i really wanted to know what happen. But that person just refused to tell me and that makes me even more curious and upset. I brokedown even more and really hopes that him/her please dont get so angry at me. But i'm feeling so much better once after i kinda knew what's going on.

I still can't get over.